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Written and recorded 11-23-2019

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Yet another stay in the DMH
Start the ECT - Took the ACT
Got a thirty-three - But you took my mindfulness away

I was very wrong - about where I belonged
Had a target locked in - Now my stuff's in boxes
Am I the one that's toxic?
Doesn't take long for my thoughts to go astray

Is it an ashtray, my life?
I try to press play, but it doesn't sound right
Left to be alone for another night

I'm a backup plan - You say I'm in your purse
It isn't comfy, but I guess I've lived through worse
You say you trust in me
But it's not enough to give your heart away

I was very wrong - I thought that I could do this for one night
But the next day, the warmth I had felt stayed

I'm in a bad state, my wife
I'm being honest with you - You're second in my mind
And with you, I'll be alone for another night

Husband's a CPA - I wonder what that pays
I wonder what it stands for - I didn't go to school for
this - To witness this kiss

I was so very wrong - I couldn't blow my cover
You weren't ready, but I wanted to be your lover
You didn't mean to tease
But every word you said was further coaxing me

You say I'm your gay - best friend forever
You introduced me to your friend Trevor
But I'm no longer interested in pulling knobs and levers

Is it an ashtray, my life?
I try to press play, but it doesn't sound right
Left to be alone for another night

In decay

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from Ha! Style​.​.​., released May 29, 2020

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Brandon Postman Cleveland, Ohio

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